Saturday, February 15, 2014

Lagun Gatha

Mor dharma karmat bor eta bisyax nai. Deka kalot ekebare nastic asilu. Etiya nastikor pora agnostic hoisu kintu dharma kormor pora etiyao dure dure thaku. Kintu bamunor po buli esswa nathakileo kisuman kaam koribo laage. Tare eta hol lagun diyoni.

Class 10’t porhi thakote bor dhum dhamare mor edin lagun daani paati diya hol. Dangor karbar. Bahut manuh. Kolgosor tolot ga dhuwar pora, home pura loi mane ekhon Xaru xura biyaar nisinai. Moi pise kando karkhana bilaak beya puwa naasilu. Karon moi jaanu lagun danit bhaal bhaal gift uthe. Amaar ejon bhindewe class 10’t lagun daani patile hmt ghori eta gift diye. Xeitur karone khub axaa aaru uttejona aasil. Tar upori puwa jai jothestya attention. Enei xaru lora buli patta nidiya manuh bureo maat logai aaru gayatri montror kotha koi. Tetyar dinot gayatri montro mane sanghatik kiba eta bastu aasil. Mantra tu loi eta mysterious poribesh aasil – xobdo kori bule kobo napai, sangatik xokti aase bule, suwaliye to ekdom xunibo nepai, purohite bule kaane kaane xikai dibo aaru taar pasot gotei jeebon moi mone mone jop koribo lagibo. Ei blaak ghotona Anuradha Padowale gayatri montror cassette uliyowai rastai rastai bajuwar agor kaahani. Enekuwa romanchokor poribesh etaare lagun daani hoi gol. Dudin maan khub 108 baar gayatri mantra jop kori ‘sandhya’ korilu. Pisot matric porokhyar pressurot nije nije nuhuwa hoi gol aaru lagun dalor kotha pahori galu

Mon poril ds hostelor prothom nixa. Athuwa taniboloi rosi bisari nepai ki koru buli bhabo thakote olaal room mate Krishna dar logor ejon. Moi athuwa logoboloi juji thoka dekhi Krishna dai logor jonor udahoron dile – tekhete henu nijor lagun dalere athuwa taane. Prathom xuni alop asorit lagisil kintu laahe hostelor kando karkhanar kogol abhastya hoi golu. Moi nijor daal khuli athuwat kunudine logabo loga nohol kintu hostelot thakote lagun daal edin singi thakil. Bor eta nebhabi moi gathi maari tholu aaru kothatu pahoru golu. Kintu raati xuwar somoyot gathi tuwe bor dikdaari dile. Khong uthi maaj raati lagun daal khuli doliyai pelai dilu. Lethatu laagil taar keidin maan pasot durgapujar xomoyot

Jayantipuror nija puja. Aami xuda gai dhuti pindhi thaaku. Edin matit bohi bhaat khai tkahote khura ejone sitkar kori uthil, aare tor lagun daal dekhun nai’. Nai mane nai. Hahakar laagi gol. Beleg thai hole kotha nasil kintu durga pujar bhaktipran bamun manuh bilakor majot mor maat nuhawa hoi gol. Kunbai kole lagun herale bule kotha kobo nepai, kunbai kole jegate thiyo thakibo laage mane hazare much hazaar upadesh. Bhaat khuwa nohol. Xeneke uthai aani praysitto pujat bohai dile nohoi. Efaale lagun bisaari gotei gaon solath. 
Relative bilaake bhabi lole pukhirit ga dhuteit lagun heral. Lagun bisari dujan mane pukhurit jaap dile. Xei omoyot gaot ejoni devi aasil. Xei dibir logot aaru mur deutar bor bhaal sampraka naasil, mane deutai devi sevi biswas nokorisil aaru openly tai bhondo buli koisil. Deviye kothatu janisil. Kunubai mok deevir agoloi loi (ga dgui uthi tita gamocha ekhon pindhai). Devir ki rup. Mok dekhi mor deutaak khub gaali dile. Sob bule tekhetor karmor fal. Lagun heruwatu bule arombhoni. Khub khong uthisil kintu upai nai, chup saap ulai aahilu. Ei ghotonatur ek maah maan pasot mor lagun daani akou pota hoisil. Eibaar kintu ekdom anustupiya bhabe. Pratham baar moi star attraction aasilu, eibaar star hatraction holu. Jun jun guest aahisil sobe ‘bujar Barua familir kulangar’ type sawoni eta di goisil. Giftor namot deutaar pora paisilu exaar kotha – eibaar heraale aaru ghor ghuri naahibi

Kahini tu taate xex huwa hole bhaal aasil. Kintu lagun daale taar pasato muk bahut nasuwale. Engineering kori thakote ningsok nigsen buli naga lora eta aasil. Xi asomor botor biraat groom paisil aaru hostelot thaka xomoyot prate khali eta underwear pindi ghuri thakisil. Edin moi khaali towel pindi ga dhui olai aahi thakute taar saku poril lagun dalor oporot. Logunor kotha besera nagai eko nejanisil. Moi chance pai dilu nohoi esopa maan funda – lagun edaal sacred thread, keneke eidaale Brahmin bilakok rakhya kore, keneke montra bilaak jaapi pindhai diye, lagun daal khuli dile mur ki durdosa hobo. Taar biswas nohoi. Moi jimaane kau lagun daal khuli dile moi thaite senseless hoi pori jam, ximaane xi excited. Hothat kotha nai botora nai xi aahi lagun daal dile nohoi taan maari xingi. Mayo loge loge acting arombho kori dilu. Randhoni sarma da xeikhini xomoyote jaok xei faledi paar hoi. Ghotona dangor hoi gol. Sarma dai bhabile moi xosaake lagun singa karone senseless, efaale ningsok kingkartbya bimur. Laahe laage lora got khaale. Nigsoke aomiya bhaalke buji nepaisil. Mur prank tu gom pai Lora bilaake naga bhaik bhoi khuwabo dhorile – toi bamunor lagun singiso, toi aaji raati bisonaat tej bomi kori moribi etc etc. Xei dina raati duta maan bojaloi ningsok tension khai bohi thakil. Pason jeniba xi gom pale kintu mor lagun daal aaru ghuri naahil.
Engineering pass kori sakori koribo banglore jam. Deutai kole lagun daal bodlai ja. Purana lagun tu xolai natun eta pindha kamtu xaru xura eta puja dei raij. Samasya hol lagun thakilehe bodlaam. Deutai gom puwar agote lagun edaal kini aanilu kintu dangor problem tu hol lagun daal baandhu keneke (natun lagun edaal rewinding kori bandha tu eta art). Osorore mondir etaat jai purohit jonok alop poisa di bondhai aani pindhi pujaat bohi dilu. Lagun bodlai purona daal hatot loi deutar mur gorom – eidaal ketiya pindhili? Moi bulu morilu. Tothapi buku findai kolu – kiyo ki hol. ‘Kukkur eidaal choi daal sutaar lagun, aami no daal xutaar lagun he pindhu. He prabhu lagunoro beleg jaaj aase xidina he gom paalu.

Praisitto kori natun lagun pindhi Bangalore paalu. Ebosor maan khub kaam korilu. Edit hol malaria, logot typhoid. Mane beya abostha. Jor hoi senseless hoi roomat pori aasilu. Factory manuhe ni manipal hospitalot bharti korao thoi aahil. Hus ahaar pasot sao je hospitalor dress, hatot salinor pipe, mukhere maat nuluwa abosthya. Kerelar nurse jonir pora gom paalu kisu din bule hospitalote thakibo laagibo. Dos din maan pasot edin release dile. Nijor dress pindibo jai sao je gaat lagun nai, gayab. Kerela nursoke xidhilu. Tekhete malayali engrajit jikhini kole taar arto hol, sponging koriboloi bule lagun daale bor dikdaari disil. Xei karone tekhetei xei daal kaati pelai dise. Paijamar narar nisina lagun dalot koi bule mor jeebon tu important aasil. Hoi saage. Jibanot tritiyo baror karone lagun daal herai Thank you buli koi ulai aahilu.
Robo kahinitur climax baaki aase.

Eibaar kintu moi alop smart holu. Biyaar aage aage 9 dal xutaar natun lagun edaal kini pindhi lalu. Sob thike thake soli aasil. Letha laagil fulasajyar dina. Efaale laagi dhore, xifaale bhaadha diye. Eta xomoyot aaru thakibo nuwarilu………….khongot khuli doliyai dilu. Climax tu anekuwa hole raije khub ras paale hoi. Pise nohoi. Ghatanatu alop beleg. Fulasatyar raati. Bisonat ful. Athuwat ful. Wallot ful. Maane fulei ful. Xumaye hol nohoi arombho dutotaare haassi. Xidinahe gom paalu rajanigandha ful amaar allergy. Balconyr Dorja khuli duyo bahirot bohi aasu. Gundho tu alop komile xumaam. Gundho nokome he nokome. Lastot upai ulal. Roomor bhitorot cigarettes eta khuwa jaok. Cigarettor gondhoi definitely rajnigandhak haruwabo. letha hol logot surot nai. Olayo jaabo nuwaru. Logor lorak phone lagaalu. Xihote akou kahini xunibo ready. Moi bulu kahinir karone cigerrete laage. Aahi gol bikot cigerrete. Gate bogai balconyr tolot banghu cigerrete loi ready. Kintu grillor maajere packet nusumai. Khula cegerrete doliyabo nuwari. Ja bappeke lagun khuli kechire kaati eta mur dilu nomai.


Bor bochaale lagune Xei dina. Taar pasor porai moi lagunor bor bhakti. Logot chari daal maan rakhiye thou. Maaje maaje aeo sudhe emaan lagun kiyo? 

Friday, November 8, 2013

এনেই

দেৱালীৰ বন্ধত কুতুবমীণাৰ, দেৱালীৰ পাচত দুদিন অসম - ধুমুহাৰ দৰে
আকাশবন্তি, মা, নতুন ঘৰ, মাহীৰ জন্মদিন আৰু নেৰানেপেৰা কাম
বহুত ', বহুত থাকি '




Life on extra fast lane – Outing on Diwali holiday, a hurricane trip to Assam, Nonstop work to setup up a new home, quick bite of a birthday cake and finally the long walk home.


আসাম ৰেপ ফেস্তিভেলত মোমোৰ দোকান এখন দিম বুলি ভাবিচো


Friday, August 9, 2013

Eta Prastab

Okobot kisudinor pora roman lipit lekhar oporot eta prabal bitarka soli aase. Besibhaag xodosyoi kewal asomiyaat likhatu bissare. Teoloke roman lipi dekhile uttejito hoi prasasok sokolok anurodh kore – ene likha mosi diyok. Gotor niyamabalir udhriti di tenekuwa mantyaba, jimaane bhaal nohowok kiyo, atorai diye aaru bhabisyoteo dibo buli sokiyai diye. Eyaar biporite eta sankhalaghu dol aase, jiye kobo khuje je roman lipir asomiyo asomiya. Bhaab Prakash korake bhaaxa bole. Gotike teoloke juktidiye je bhaab prakashok besi gurutta dibo laage, lipik nohoi. Duyota dole kintu eta bixoyot ekmot – asomoya bhaxak jogot xobhaloi loi jaabo lage.
Arthaat lokhya eke, khaali path beleg. Aaami jodi ei kothat tut ekmot tenehole moi eta prastab agbahrabo khuju – samuh akobiya raojoloi. Prastab tu gotor niyamobolir bhitorot hobo aaru logote roman lipit likharo flexibility dibo. Kintu prastab tu diyaar agote keita maan fact
a)  Aajir dinot asomiya lekha eta bhaal word processor, jot neki banan aaru byakoron bhul bor nije nije highlight hoi, nai. Asomiya likha kostokor karon gotei electronic prithibo knon roman lipir karone designed. Asomiya likhiboloi dhajya aaru anusilan laage. Ejon manuhe Jodi nijor doinondin jibonot besi asomiya babyohar nokore (prabashi axomiya, axomot thoka aaru axomiya mediumot porha onaaxomiya etyadi), tenehole eiy kaam tu aaru kostokor hoi. Eyaar biporite monor bhaab bur kintu khub druta. Xihot roi nethake. Taak Prakash koriboloi eta instant medium laage.
b)  Facbookot roman lipire  bhaab Prakash koriboloi bahut group aase.
c)  Freedom of expression is non-negotiable
 Apuni Jodi uporor point tinitar soite sanmat tenehole moi prastab dim je –
akobor mul lekha bor (post) kewal asomoyaate hayok. Ei niyomtur hin der korile akobor astitya naikiya hoi jabo, kintu comment bilakotot roman lipi babyahar koriboloi diya hawok. Sakaloye eitu maani lole, akobor pradhan prsitha to asomiyare suwani hoi thakibo logote kunbai nijor baktyabya roman lipire dangi dhoriboloi badha nepabo. Sei comment bilaak post tut click korilehe dekha puwa jabo. Lekhake Jodi nibisare je kunbai roman lipit comment korok, tekhete kothatu koi dibo paribo, kintu adminok maati aani comment bilaak atorai dibo nelage. Comemnt section tut roman lipit likhibo dile hobo pora laabh keitamaan
a)  Apuni ejon bangali kintu asomiya porhibo jaane. Aapuni eta lekha porhi prabhabito hoise aaru aponaro tenekuwa eta experience aase. Apune bhaabe seitu Jodi lekha tur tolot comment hissabe likhi diye bahutor upakaar hobo. Kintu aapuni asomiya likhibo nejaane. Kunu kotha nai – roman lipire likhi diyok
b)  Aapuni ejon axomor bahirot thoka asomiya bigyani. Akobot eta lekha dekhile jitu aponar gobeshonar bisor logot eke. Kintu akobor lekhatut duta maan dangor bhul aase. Apuni bisaare natun prajanmoi xei bhul keita janok. Apuni etiya kosto kori asomiya xiki aase jaate bhul to atorai dibo pare. Jidina confidence aahile tetialoi post tu hezaar postor atol gahbaraot xumai gol. Robo – commentot likhi diyok roman lipire
c)  Aapuni eta xundar lekha porhile. Lekhokok khali eta smiley ba (Y) dibo bisora nai. Apuni tekhetok utsahito koriboloi samuhiya bhaabe duta maan kotha kobo khuje kintu asomiya likhat etiyao abhastya huwa nai. Kunu kothat nai comment korok – roman lipire.
d)  Aapuni asomiya likhibo xikise kintu heenmanyataat bhuge – banan bor sage bhul, bakya rachana sage apoinoto (asomiya word processor eta puwa hole!!). Kotha nai – eta stavak asomiyat likhok, baki khini comment sectionot roman lipit lekhi saok. Jodi sohari paise aponar utsaah barhoio aaru next time pura asomiyaat likhibo.  

Moi akobor osorot sira kritagya, karon bis bosor pasot moi akou niyomiya bhaabe asomiya porhibo paisu. Asomiya likhiboloi kosto korisu. Nijor suwalik asomia sikaisu……mor nisina manuh aaru bahut olaok….taar arombhoni roman lipir commentere Jodi hobo lage…..hawok.

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

বিষ্ণুৰাভা, বাকি আছে বহুত ৰাতি

সপোন বোৰ বন্ধকত থৈ
সময়ৰ পৰা কিনো নিশাটি
এটা আধা লিখা ব্লগ
এটি অৰ্থহীন কবিতা
আৰু কল্পনা বিলাসী মন

বিষ্ণুৰাভা, বাকি আছে বহুত ৰাতি

সান্তা সীং

এজেন্ত সান্তা সীং আই এচ আইৰ সদস্য হল সান্তা খান হৈ দিনত পাকিস্তানৰ কাম কৰে, ৰাতি ভাৰতলৈ খবৰ পঠাই৷ মানে সাংঘাতিক কাম কৰি আছে এদিন সান্তাৰ বচে টিমক এতা সন্ত্ৰাসবাদী প্ৰষীক্ষন শীবিৰলৈ লৈ গল কিবা বোলে আউতবাউন্দ আচে তাত বিৰাত আয়োজন ভাৰত পাকিস্তানৰ খেল আচে ডাঙৰ ৰ্পদাত ভাৰতৰ পৰাজয় চাব আৰম্ভ হল ৰাস্ট্ৰীয় সংগীত পাকিস্তানৰ সংগীত বাজোতে সকলোয়ে ঠিয় হৈ চেলুট দিলে লেঠা হল ভাৰতৰ ৰাস্ট্ৰীয় সংগীতৰ সময়ত সান্তা সীং দেশপ্ৰেমী মানুহ লগতে এজেন্ত ঠিয় হৈ চেলুট নিদিলে দেশৰ অপমান, দিলে ঠিয়াই মৃত্তু সান্তা সীং কেনেকে বাচি আহিল বাৰু?

Sunday, May 5, 2013

Xuwaali Xontaan


Mor dwitiya suwali jonmor kotha. Aami tetiya Nashikot. Patni hothat hospitalised. Raati pet katibo. Ghoror manuh kunu aahi puwa nai. Gotike dangor suwalik friendor ghorot thoi moi hospitalot. Raati operation hoi gol. Aaru ejoni morom loga suwali. Mor bor bhaal lagil. Kintu baaki bilaak ekdom edaash. Baaki mane nurse, helper, bai bilaak. Ajoniye to koye gol – koi baat nahi, aagle baar larka hoga. Santoshi maa ka jap karna. Moi asorit. Pis dina khobor kora manuhoru akei reaction. Moi mithai aani thoisu. Kuneo khuwa nai. Ejone to bahirot koye dile – ladki huwa hein fir bhi sweet baat rahe hein

Hospitalor pora ahaar pasot kotha bilaak pahori golu. Jeebon bahut change ahile - Sakori, city. Bartamaan Gurgaot. Dangor sohor. Dangor manoikota. Suwali bure miniskirt aaru hot pant pindhi morning / evening walk kore. Aunty bilaake swimsuit pindhi poolot name. Kintu sokoloye potnir logot sinaaki huwaar pisot personal hoi jai – you are still young, try again, who would  light your funeral pyre
Hoitu. Sitaat kune jui dibo? Sitaat nijor lorai bole mukhagni nokorile muktiye nepai. Tar mane moi aaru kalpana gotei jeevan bhatakti aatma hoi thaakim neki. Baaki sobe putekor heter puran khai swarga jabo aaru aami thaaki jam. Ei omoite mor sahur deuta dhukaale. Tetita dekha paalu ejon puteke ki ki koribo laage. Dada sahuraro mor nisinai. Dujani suwali. Gotike edin xudhi dilu – bulu amaar sitaat kone jui dibo? Bes kisu xomoi bhaabi tekhete kole – aami morar dinoloi pura system to bodli jaabo. Deadbody tu electric furnace etaat xumabo aaru jollade power on kori dibo.

Etita kunubai lorar kotha uliyaale electric furnacor funda tu di diyu. Reaction to kintu sabo logiya hoi

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Happy Bihu

এদিন বহাগ আহিব বুলি

ৰৈ আছে আশাৰ বৰষুণ জাক

মন তাৰ উৰণীয়া 

বিচাৰি যাই তাইৰে সুবাস